My sleep pattern has been really weird since coming home from vacation.
I can’t seem to stay awake past 9:00 and I’m waking up really early.
Well good morning 3:12AM.
As I lay and try to go back to sleep and realize it just ain’t happening, the events of the day come flooding in.
I need to respond back to a friend about her house paint color.
I need to get paint for a new project I’m starting on.
I’m making new pillows for the front porch swing.
It’s worship rehearsal night….go to church early.
JR needs a bath.
My thoughts then go back to yesterday.
I had lunch with friends.
We celebrated an upcoming trip.
We talked a lot about life.
Some not so good.
As we’re we’re wrapping up lunch, the Beth Moore “hairbrush” story was mentioned.
Have you heard it?
Google it. Its on you tube and its worth the listen. I would link it for you but I’m scared to death that if I click on the link to copy and paste it to this post, it will start the video and I will wake up the sweet sleeper next to me.
I listened to the you tube video on my home.
Ya’ll I was ugly crying.
Are you listening to what God says?
Are you doing what He tells you to do?
Sometimes I can say yes definitely and sometimes maybe not so much.
I want to hear the still small voice gently guiding me.
Who am I kidding? He knows me better than that.
I’m more of a grab me by the shoulder and shake me kind of girl. But whatever:)
I say all this to say
I’m a work in progress and I continually try every day to do what I’m supposed to do. But I want to do better and with God as my leader, my engine, my driver, my guide, my protector, my ________________ (full in the blank)